Eight years was enough right ? Eight years was enough to wait for a person to change right ? Eight years was enough to let someone treat you like shit , it was enough honesty to give them that they wouldn’t hurt you anymore right ? It was enough time for them to get sober right ? It was enough time to make them want to marry you right ? It was enough to show them that I could give them more than that drug offer right ??? But now that I’m done , tired, … it’s give me more time 💔
When a man begs , cries to you for a second (5th) time ‘ on how much he loves , he’s willing to change ‘ he’s gonna make it work . How he knows were meant to be … but he works 12 hrs shirts . Doesn’t say bye .. and when he come home doesn’t say hi .. not even a kiss . And to top it off he sleeps in the kids room . So there’s nothing to do but lay down and pray and hope for better days
I keep on praying to God , crying to him about everything that’s hurting, to help me leave this man &’ he gives and gives me everything I been asking for in the most mysterious ways . for example . I asked for him to get me out of the house … so three days later I get a call saying there’s a house for me .. next I pray to him about my son being okay if I were to leave his dad &’ I get home to my son singing a song where the one of the main chorus say “ I’ll be okay.” Idk what other signs I fucken need to finally fucken let go of this fucken man!!!
Soon, it has always been “soon” “I’m going to leave soon” “as soon as I’m done with school I’m leaving you.” “Soon enough you’ll never see us again.” “Soon I won’t have to deal with you and your drug addiction.” Hopefully that soon , happens soon enough…… 💔
I get sad when I see happy couples in love, when they laugh, hold hands and go on dates , family dates . I know that probably their relationship isn’t that perfect but I would love to be that happy for a moment too…
I ask again &’ he tells me to move &’ still ignores me .. he makes it so much easier for me to leave . I really don’t understand how he can come cuddle with me and tell me he loves me … pulls away and then ignores me when I ask a question… completely ignores me
He’s been asking that he needs to do this and that but never does it, so when I ask he ignore me and tells me that no one is listening to me. But he gets up and goes smoke his drug
It’s crazy how he’s so nice to me before he wants to have sex with me but as soon as he’s done he goes back to being so mean . I talk to him &’ ask him things and he simply just ignores me.
